been struggling a lot lately

ive felt quite bad lately cant seem to want to do anything at all. I just tuned 24 and i have not done anything with my life. no job, no drivers license, no girlfriend, friends, still live at home with parents which are getting older and it feels like i have to do most everything and im soo tired, im so mentally drained i watch porn alot of the day just to escape abit. I'm also very anti social which doesn't help anything at all, i cant go into stores because i feel like everyone is watching and judging me. i try and keep my problems to myself, and not to bother anyone with my shit, but sometimes i just wanna tell my mom about some of the stuff i think about and feel but i tried that once and it didn't go to well so i wont do that again so i must keep all this in. Everyday is the same thing. ill finally get excited about something then remember what's the point? managed to lose 40 pounds because im so fat and now i feel like im gaining it back idk ive been struggling with feeling like this for a few years but never this bad.