none of my irl friends wished me happy birthday

today date is 11 dec 2025 also my birthday, none of my irl friends remember my birthday im litrally crying infront of screen hoping maybe , maybe someone will wish me. even my mom wished me at 12pm and dad still didn*t i think im a bad son and a bad friend thats why this stuff keep happening to me and they are ruining me . i remember my dad didn*t even celebrated my first bday either. im average at schools and studies im 18 and i dont think i will make it to 25. i live in madhya pradesh india and hoping my people will find my post. find me on instagram - jayantsinghaii