I know, I know, my post is like number 1 million of these and it gets old. So ignore and please let me just rage.

  
I played DbD since around the twins came out, it helped me in really dark times and I even make rl friends because of this game. But for the last months I needed more and more breaks, it was the state the game was in but also a lot because of parts of the community. Tunneling got worse and my friends were somehow more fine with it - I hate that one player could deny others to play, and whenever you are with friends you can't just go next. So I reduced my time and took more and longer breaks. (disclaimer: it is neither "the killers" nor "the survivors" fault, both can be annoying as hell but also both can be kind. As someone who plays for the fun and likes meme-builds it is hard these days)  

  
To this event I was looking forward, even if I felt it would be disappointing from what I have seen on Twitch and read on reddit. But nvm, snowballs and stuff is fun, eh? So I went into my first match for weeks, if not months (Halloween should be the last time I played). Killer came to my position without hesitation (still no idea if BBQ was in play, I think so, but I did not yet check the stats page as I need to vent). Someone else was chased and also injured by the time I was unhooked, the killer dropped the chase in an instant, teleported back to the hook with their power and went after me. Rinse and repeat, I was out within a very short time. So, okay, got a sweatlord in this event, happens, next one should be better, shouldn't it.  Yeah ... see above.  

  
I know it is partly my fault as I was out of the match reallyyyy fast, but also I was back after a long break, need two, three games to adjust again, get better, yada yada. But really, what tf is this??? I am just done. Letting the time run down in the background right now that IF I will start the game in the nearer future again I do not have to wait the rest of the time but for now I am done.

I did not want to play anyway, I guess