I miss uoft with every ounce of my heart and I'd give up anything to come back (I think)

I started going to uoft in 2022 as an international student. I stayed until 2024 and found that I won't have a future in this uni since I'm planning to apply to medical school and it's hard to get good grades here. I transferred to uofa for reasons I can't discuss but I miss uoft so much. I miss the loud people at Robarts and how dead every looks during finals. I miss the beautiful architecture, the ttc, the crazy people in downtown, yonge street, bay street, I MISS THE UOFT GYM. I miss how the museum was literally right next to campus. I miss how students in Rotman always argued that they were struggling academically. I feel so homesick for Toronto and I only stayed there for 2 years which is weird. uoft makes uofa look really really boring. there's no life here in Alberta compared to Toronto. but I chose my future and my grades are way way way wayyyyyyyy better than they were at uoft. but i still miss uoft i miss everything about it. man. idk when i'll get over this. that's it.