When others tell you God spoke to them, I feel left out

To be straightforward: I don’t know if I ever spoken to God before. There is a part of me who believe I did once, but that was before I joined a Church (Family is Buddhist) and a part of me don’t even know if its real.

Long story short: I had a accident, cracked my head, lost consciousness, this dream where an (imagine youre a tiny molecule next to a human but its invisible but also not there but there?) walked side by side but told me life would be tough but do you still want to live. And i cry yes, baam back into reality. (It feels too fake that sometimes wondering if it was just a dream from all the bullying when my head was bandaged). This was in 1st grade, but some dreams are memorable but my first nightmare was also about drowning in lava back when I was 4/5ish so idk. Those two are the few ones i still strangely recall. Its up to you to believe it bc sometimes i feel crazy for even talking about it

But main point i want to get to: I know God is real, but I want to hear his voice and something. Other people say things like I talked to God or he spoke to me, and I am a little jealous. Because it really never happened to me unless that dream i believe to maybe be real is real? I have no idea. I do want God to push me and was wondering for what purpose does God have for me on Earth? But a part of me think God said like once is enough.

Have you ever heard God’s voice or etc?