OCD makes me think I said every thought in my head out loud

I have a very bad case of moral OCD/pure O because of this. Sometimes I will think things that are so shitty/rude/asshole-ish that doesn't align with myself at all. I don't even think that before my bad OCD flares up, but now it's like every second of the day.

I am scared all the time of accidentally being rude to people. I don't even think I can justify it by saying “oh its my intrusive thoughts. I have ocd please excuse me” lol someone could be standing behind me in line and my thought will say that “dude you just told that guy behind you to move out of the way and go die! isn't that fun” and I'm like 😐 until my ocd caught up with me and I actually think I said it out loud. Now nobody's having fun lol

Logically I know if i said something truly offensive it everyone would react! But the parasite (OCD) makes me think they were shocked, too polite, or just waiting to tell everyone on the internet. Like, huh? Way to make me scared to go outside dude lol

Just wanna ask does anyone else have this type of OCD? It feels so scary when you are too scared to even think of anything. I know I lol'd but inside I'm losing my mind.