i took a 2 month break after 3rd platting several times a week for an entire year and racking up a massive tolerance. My tolerance is nearly completely reset and the magic is back

At baseline tolerance when I first relapsed in october/november 2024, 360mg was mid second plateau. By october 2025 when I hospitalized myself, I needed 900mg+ to get the same effects, couldn’t even reach third plat anymore, and it didn’t feel magical, just made me confused. I originally intended to go clean after the hospitalization, but of course that didn’t happen (i aint sheddin no tears i love me some dxm) at first Iwas trying to use it as a psych med and just take 30-90mg a day depending on what i think i needed, day 1 I took 15mg, day 2 I took 30mg, day 3 I tried 90mg and I coulda sworn I felt a noticeable difference, which was surprising to me, so on day 5 I took 450mg, staggered over the course of 3-4 hours, I was TRIPPIN. I was kinda shocked and didn’t actually expect it to feel so good. The world felt cozy again. I’m gonna space my trips out better this time because I don’t want a repeat of last time, I don’t wanna have to go on another long break like that.

ALSO, this is not the first time I’ve reset tolerance and gained the magic back.

2022 is when I first started dexxing, binged like 6 months, was clean for like a year and a half before I relapsed and it was like I never touched it, which started the year long binge. Ima try and do better this time