I’m tired of having a broken vagina

I’m 27 and never had penetrative sex because I can’t insert anything without pain. My ex always used to tell me to go to the drs and I didn’t listen. I’ve been living alone for the past 2 years and i should’ve got it sorted, now I’m moving back in with my parents and I’m going to lose all independence because I don’t drive and I can’t ask them for lifts to the doctors cos they’ll ask me why I want to go. I’m also always getting recurring bartholin’s cysts which won’t go and I’m in pain. I’m never going to get a boyfriend or have sex with these problems