what is help

I don't usually post and I don't expect any to care.. I've been living here a year and I'm glad y'all are integrated with each other to an extent. I'm glad y'all are rooted in this area. this is a cool area and I'll say I've quickly met random people that seem nice..at the beginning I remember a lady saying you get from this town what you put in it and idk.. I helped, put in an effort of helping the community. I tried to just communicate and I don't like this treatment.. I was working at flathead industries and I don't want to go into particulars.. they claim to help people with disabilities but they don't help their employees while working there feel understood and I get most of y'all are already here but when you're new and kinda shy with a few hardships.. idk I was reminded of my dead best friend at trauma training and the lack of care or empathy that came from a place that puts on a front and won't talk with me at all not caring how I wake up.. like this really hurts.. even if I quit from this treatment it's just the lack of personal relations and care when in trauma training they presented words to pick from.. most picked honesty and I picked integrity.. if y'all ask why I wrote this post I'm being honest with integrity with what I'm going through while living at this town.. so I ask what is help.. is it a switch you only turn on? do people care here.. I just feel wildly disrespected.. and I want good for all.. the best way to have things get better is by writing words and putting it into the light.. even if stirs some pitchforks.. we can all do better and this world needs ☮️