hi friends <3 hoping for a new start tonight

had a horrible day yesterday, and fortunately my parents were away all day today so I was able to liquid fast. hopefully tomorrow I’ll weigh less than tomorrow morning giving that (tm)i I won’t need to have any bowel movements. hopefully it’ll be a lower weight than this morning so I can give myself permission to eat tomorrow at last. ive been through this exact process dozens of times before and while it’s been “successful” every time, I always end up coming back to this same “solution” every time my family isn’t there to supervise my meals.

anyway. diet vanilla pepsi and blck brand vodka for today 🎉