Too many f/os?

Just gonna post this on main, please don't judge me! I've had enough judgement from others regarding this (and yes I know people who've judged me and made fun of me will see this now) but I'm looking for genuine advice as I can't feeling this way.

I already was poly with my 4 f/os which people judged me enough for but it wasn't too many I don't think. Now I think I might have a problem because I like 4 new characters that got added to my f/o's source recently. I still love my f/os of course but I also like these characters.

I know 8 f/os is probably too much but I really can't help it, I love them all equally. I get insanely jealous when I see other people selfship or ship their ocs with the new characters too because I want to date them but probably can't unless I drop my current f/os or something. Or just suck it up and let myself get judged I guess?

Is this really a bad thing? If so what should I do about it? /gen