Is it normal to turn aroace after moving on from the love of your life?

Me and her broke up around mid-2025, she genuinely was everything I wanted. I fell inlove with her at 2022 and she genuinely made me feel like I was deserving of being loved, and a few days ago I broke no contact for closure and wver since she said she moved on I guess I did after that too, but ever since then I haven’t felt the same. It’s been months since I moved on from her and ever since then I don’t think I’ve fallen inlove at all, I mean I thought I liked someone but Ig every “crush” I gain turns out to be an infatuation, I genuinely can’t see myself dating anyone, not even her anymore