Trust me I want to,

But I won’t do that to you. I want to not be alone, but I won’t do that to you two. Trust me, I’ve said it from the start that all I want is to be there, but I won’t do that to you guys, because i get jealous. I’m still madly in love with you, but maybe just give me a week or two, so I can adjust? I don’t even know if that was you. Idk if you even know my profile. It’s probably not even what you want, and I’m just projecting. I’m fumbling in the dark over here lmao, so as much as I would want that, I won’t do that to you guys. I’m sorry for everything, especially now that I burnt the shit out of that bridge. I couldn’t build your trust up again even if I tried. Idk honestly I can’t even trust my own noggin nowadays. Be happy, be loved, be cool.