I am not able to get over it Part1

I am a boy let’s call it A, there is another boy let’s say B, he is 5 years younger than me. There is a girl let’s say C. So C and I have been together for 6 years. I had done some terrible mistakes while dating her. I regret them and she has forgiven me but still sometimes gets angry and all. As a couple we have fights. Last year she met a guy (B) at her office and their vibe matched. They started talking and I knew it, she told me everything After 1 year, B texts me that don’t bother C otherwise it will be bad for me. I got angry and in anger I abused him a lot and he abused back, on texts and call on Instagram. Though i shouldn’t have abused him but I did in anger and told everything to C. Last night when this happen C said she can’t be with B since B had feelings and C is commited to me and she doesn’t have feelings for B. Also he texted me because C shared what things I have done and she still can’t get over those things which I did wrong. So B got furious on how can I abuse him, he just texted it and didn’t abuse first. Here let me tell you, B is rich, he has connections and everything, his family supports his criminal activities. I am simple guy, I have connection too in my family but I just out of trouble and come from a humble family. C warned me that just block him and don’t escalate it since she doesn’t want me to get hurt. I blocked him. C asked B to not call and text me and her again and he agreed. But next day he texted me again that give me your phone number and I will tell you who am I and all bullshit and I got provoked again because of my pride and ego and abused him again and he abused me again. So I blocked him again and C confronted B that she told him not to text and why did he text and all. He promised that he will forget everything and will not contact. He didn’t contact me and suddenly after 2 months when I unblocked him, he contacted again and again same thing happened that we both abused each other and I warned him that don’t come before me otherwise I will kill you which I meant it, I was so furious and he was like this as well. After 2 days he got my phone number, I don’t know him and he doesn’t know my friends but still he got my number from illegal activities and it raised my eye brows. He called we both abused eac other said mean things and I just blocked him. This time C told me that just block and don’t escalate but I escalated it. In the evening someone B’s friend called me to compromise but I froze, he said or threatened me politely that I will call your parents, I can kill anyone for him, I can destroy his family and everything that can be said, I froze and at that moment I just wanted to end this thing. I was not afraid of getting killed or something but I was afraid of what if he gets my address too and come home and do something to my family. I just didn’t say anything and agreed on everything he was giving lectures. In the end I said I apologise that I abused and I shouldn’t have done it. B said okay this is what I wanted to listen. I won’t trouble you again. At that time, I froze and said nothing.

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