Not sure what to do

Hey everyone it’s nice to meet you!

Honestly I’m not all that sure how to do this so I apologize if my grammar is bad or I just ramble on. I’ve been gambling since I was around 13 years old. Started with good old csgo skins haha. Well now that I’m an adult and money is actually important I can’t seem to stop. Once I get paid I feel like I dump a good 30% of my check into some site and usually lose it all. I’ve realized I can’t live life like this, but I don’t have any close friends or family in my life and I’m too embarrassed to ask my girlfriend or existing relatives for help. Do any of you have any recommendations on good places to start moving forward and getting rid of this god awful habit?

Might be weird but I live in Colorado if anyone would wanna grab a drink and just have another person to talk face to face with!