Woah that’s wild (nothing serious lol)

I saw someone else’s post that awakened feelings from years ago before I knew what fictionkin was when I 100% identified as this character, and now idk how I feel

I mean, don’t get me wrong, I still feel that way and would happily put that character on my kinlist, except I feel kinda weird/bad about doing it?

Cuz like on one hand I’m really really happy to have rediscovered this part of myself, but I have a complex relationship with the source/discourse around the source/blah blah blah, and I don’t really want to step on the toes of the person who’s post I saw

Idk, I know it’s not something I can control, ig it’s just that I’m sorta feeling like it’d be easier to not really have to deal with it, like if I just didn’t have this kintype I wouldn’t have the fuss of these additional emotions that aren’t just all happy fun times lol

But hey, that’s life, isn’t it. Even people who aren’t fictionkin have to deal with negative emotions around who they are, so I’m not too bothered, I’ll just need a few days to come to terms with the existence :)

At the end of the day, I’ll end up happy about this in the long run, I just need a minute first lol