You still don't get it

I walked away from you because I do care about you. In my own way I do still love you but will never be in love with you again. You have no idea how that hurts me. I have to make a stand.

We had our chance but you are obsessed with hurting people and yourself. You prefer to date married men just to prove you can make them cheat. Then smile because you have something their wives know nothing about. That is inherently evil in my book. And you can lie better than anyone I know.

You only married me to test my resolve and use it against me. I even made a second attempt with you. You repaid me by taking full advantage of sincerity and laughed.

And through all my heartache. I still loved you and protected you.

I finally realized that I was too good for you. You were supposed to be my second chance but became my second loss.

You only know what lust is not love. I don't think you are capable of loving anyone more than yourself. Which also is why you had nowhere to live except me. Word on the street is everyone is on to you.

I'm to be remarried to liz this march. You know how I love because I'm gonna love her again the same way I once loved you but more.

I believe deeply in marriage and I'm gonna stand by her as long as she will have me. She says till death do us part.

We agreed to help you out because she doesn't want you on the street. If you find a decent safe place we'll pay your first 6 months. We wish you no ill will and only hope you get your act together. If any part of you ever really loved me please be safe.