Had the most tv show like moment with a woman yesterday

I like this woman at work, but I’m trying to move past my feelings. So we were talking about Christmas stuff yesterday. She brings up decorating and says that we could decorate something like a couple which I automatically say yes to. Then she realizes what she says and says like a couple of pals. Most awkward moment of my month.

This is separate but she also asks me what I’m doing this weekend. I tell her, and at the end of the day she tells me that she would not be able to go with me since she has something she needs to do in the morning. Thing is I did not intend to go with her nor did I ask her. So that’s throwing me for a loop too. My hormones gotta chill honestly, gotta start liking women from outside my job.