AIO

DETAILS:

•The relationship took a turn once the semester started because i realized every time the semester starts its as if im forgotten, she makes efforts to go to different countries to see her friend, and has told me she doesn’t care to hangout with her friends that she would rather be with me, i see her 1x a week and we rarely do anything sexual im told “you have to bring it out of me” when i do try or ask she tells me she is tired so i respect it.

•I will say i currently do not have a job while she does but even when i did i was putting in 12-16 hours at times i still made the effort to please her, this semester I got physically attacked by my father so i left and lived at my grandfathers and it made me have a bunch of realizations about my life that led me to a dark place which im currently trying to get out of i also passed my classes this semester so its not as if im not trying.

•We are both full time students

•Now that the semester has ended she has told me there have been times she wanted to hangout with co workers & friends but didn’t because she felt bad for not spending the time with me and i told her its fine if she does i never made it an issue, she also says she isn’t happy with me because of who i am that she doesn’t like who i have become and it makes her worried about the future that she wants someone who has their shit together.

I wish i could share

More but i do not want to seem like im making anyone the bad guy here im unsure what to do besides get out of this negative headspace and get a job. Which i have already done the second part.