24 [F4M] joy to the world, the world is you

and here's a letter to you 😉

hey there,

i hope you're doing well. this is a letter to you, my future lover. i like doing these type of things. but i think cringe 'to sa iba, so i really do hope you enjoy receiving and giving these.

pero nasaan ka na ba? ang tagal mo namang dumating. malapit nang magpasko, oh? mukhang di ata gagana sa atin yung organic encounter na yan kasi bahay at office lang ako, tas hindi pa ako palagala. kidding aside, gustong-gusto na talagang makilala, kung sino ka man. 

i'm Saturn (for now), by the way. i'm from Pangasinan, 24 years old, and working sa corporate. an only child, kaya ako yung breadwinner.

i'm 5'7, so i hope na you're taller than me because i really like taller men and it's a struggle for me as a 5'7-girly. i'm not petite because of my height, so nasa medium to large yung mga damit ko unless gustong mag-croptop, which i don't, because i love wearing shirts/polo and jeans. i prefer comfort over style. i have straight hair din pala, and i wear glasses.

medyo yapper ako, to be honest. i like telling my random thoughts out of nowhere. but there are times na gusto ko na lang talagang tumahimik kasi napagod ako in dealing with clients all day, na para bang naubos na rin yung social battery ko.

i love telling updates as well. i'm a bit chronically online sa Twitter and IG, i uninstalled my TikTok kasi feel ko ang lonely ko do'n. sa IG kasi i have friends to share IG reels with. maybe i'd share those to you too, if you'd like. and i really prefer chats over call all the time, kasi mas naa-arrange ko yung thoughts over chats. sa call kasi feel ko nabibigla ako, ta's kakabahan na ako out of the blue hahahahaha. parang ewan lang. i just don't really like calling, unless emergency talaga.

i really hope you like movies and music! i listen to music everyday, especially before going to work. we can exchange our playlists! pero sa YouTube Music ako eh. i've watched few movies franchises such as HP, F&F, John Wick, Narnia, LOTR, The Hobbit, Pirates, HTTYD. although, i'm not that into KPop/Ppop/anime/manga/gaming.

katoliko pala ako, at sana gano'n ka rin. hindi rin ako anak ng contractor, kaya hindi rin ako mayaman. but we get by, we always.

i don't have the clearest of skin. i still have acne marks that i bore from the never-ending battle between my hormonal acne and my BHA toner (alin ang mas angat, alin ang mas sikat, jk). although, tanggap ko naman nang i have textured skin. but i still wear make-up because it gives me confidence.

i have accepted that i have flaws. that it's normal. and i do hope you don't mind that at all. just as i won't mind if you have those as well. 

i'm not finding someone who is a 10/10, because i'd feel like out of my league na masyado. i'm not conventionally attractive, and i don't punish myself for it. because deep inside, i still believe that everyone is beautiful in their unique way and it starts by accepting it within.

i just want someone who is taller than me, perhaps around 5'9 plus (this is a non-nego for me), sakto lang rin yung pangangatawan, single, and Filipino, of course. someone who has no vices. i really do hope you're not apolitical, a BBM or DDS fanatic (lumayo kayo agad, please) at sabay tayong magra-rant sa kabobohang nangyayari ngayon sa gobyerno. 

i like guys who has the initiative. like, yes, ask me, magtanong ka nang magtanong. i live for that. and hopefully, you're 25 to 29 years old.

also, i'm really a sucker for people who likes to type formally. kapag formal kang mag-type and you know your grammar? wala na, kuhang-kuha mo na ako. and i know this is kind of bare minimum to some. pero 'wag naman yung hahaluan mo ng ChatGPT huhuhuhu. ano pa't conversation ito between humans kapag idadaan mo sa machine??? at sana hindi ka pala-AI, please, have mercy for our water resources.

and i hope you're kind, because i think kindness is what makes our life bearable and what makes us human.

i'll stop here, i guess. napahaba ko na ata nang masyado at naging novella na, but i'll thank you nonetheless if you've read this until the end. sana makilala na kita, nakakasawa na rin kasing mag-sana all parati at kuwestiyunin kung anak rin ba ako ni Lord.

kaya ikaw, if you're interested in knowing more about me, you can just message me. magkwento ka tungkol sayo, kung anong mga paborito mo sa buhay, your goals, your small wins lately, anything, just so we can have something to converse with. i won't entertain your chat kapag hi or hello lang ang laman, uso ring mag-effort huhuhu.

sincerely yours, 🪐