Is it just me or does seeing other peoples cities just make you not wanna play?

Recently started browsing peoples cities on here & just seeing the awesome stuff people are able to pull off in these games is killing my drive to play.

Being on the spectrum I struggle with a lot of the forward planning that goes into creating a city so 95% of my cities end up being shit looking grids connected to other shit looking grids.

Knowing I’ll never be able to create something even remotely close to some of the stuff that gets posted here really puts me in a downer about this game & just makes me not not want to play. Anyone else suffer from this? Any recommendations on how to try to get out of this mindset?