I dont know if im hypersexual or just have a high sex drive.

TW! I dnt know if this is okay to post here, ig I'll see. As the title says, I have no idea if im messed up or if it's just hormones. I'm a young teen. Lately, I've been watching 18+ (i know it's bad and I'm too young for it), masturbating a lot (maybe like 4 times a day), and can't stop thinking of sex. I know it's wrong, but I think of being sa'd a lot. I want to be hurt and humiliated and ruined. I want someone older to use me. I want to be hit and slapped. I want someone to make me cry and feel helpless and purposely make me feel bad. I dont have any trauma though. I've never been groomed before. Would that mean im not hypersexual even if I have a few symptoms because I dont have trauma? Anyway sorry