(M4F)

Just got out of an almost 9 year relationship that cost me everything looking for someone just to talk to about life and be In constant contact with someone again, female they are easier to open up to. I’m gonna be 33 in a few days so I went through Christmas alone as well as new years and and my birthday most likely. I’m not half bad looking but always painted as the bad guy even though I don’t cheat or lie. I think I’m to straight forward and honest and people are afraid of that when they are lying and cheating.