Everyone is too busy/also depressed/doesn’t care enough to talk to me

It’s really disheartening. It makes me feel so lonley, which I honestly am. I want to confide in someone. I want to tell them I’m not okay. I cut myself a few days ago, and I don’t feel motivated to reach out anymore. It’s always being left on delivered. Or “you have to save yourself”/ “I can’t help you rn”. I’m not asking for someone to save me, I just want someone to talk to. I am seeking therapy, but it’s not the same as if it was talking w someone you love or are friends with. It fucking sucks. My friends and family suck.