what's that one album called with the japanese woman face on the cover?

from what I remember, The first song is calm and shes singing gently, but the second one she's screaming something in Japanese repeatedly? It's at the top of my tounge and it's making me angry I can't remember the name. The singer also has scars on her wrist.

I'm asking here because I discovered the album on tttt a while ago. it's like big on the music board too I think. lmk