How do you deal with fucking up your looks which probably couldve earned you 6 figures on onlyfans and now you're in unstable job situations?

Could've probably done very well on onlyfans or stripping...many people have told me that

Focused too much on finding normal job though..the stress fucked up my looks

Now I don't have my looks or a normal job bc I suck at that too

How dumb would u feel?