mom flushed my clozapine

i am taking clozapine at a high dose for my mental health. i traveled across state lines for Christmas to be with my mom and she searched my room. i used to use drugs so she does this, but she said she found my clozapine and flushed it. she doesn’t believe in any drugs, prescribed or not. I’ve been without it for a day.

i live in the boonies about an hour and a half from a pharmacy. i can’t legally drive. my mom won’t willingly take me but maybe I can convince her. i can drive though.

I am also not sure if my doctor will send the script to a pharmacy out of state? or do I need a new doctor? Sorry I don’t know who to ask about this or how big of a deal it is.

for the mods i’m F25 5’0 100ish and I also take metformin and that was flushed