Clarity

My conscience is awry, still trying to figure out the composition. Reforming my life without you feels wrong, when I know your right. I devoted too much of time for you to think that I don't care, so please debunk that myth. I'm afraid to let you go, because that means I'm risking losing you to truly love you, but if that's what it takes, then I would do it a million times over. The last thing I want you to think is that your were nothing, you were the exact opposite. I'm not here to blow smoke or try to reclaim, I'm simply validating you were, and are worthy, you are enough. There were a lot of external challenges, which we avoided, and finally came to realize, but if it is true, it will survive right? I can't change the path, but I can make the appropriate changes now to a greater future and you wouldn't need to call me when you got home, because you would be with me. I will always hold you, carry you in that regard, because you are it.