I can't stop eating🐷

So.. I can fast for 2 days max (due to a lot of things, mostly school, and my parents checking if im eating). I have some days that, like i said I fast, but after the fast, i just eat like a pig uncontrolably. i need help. How i can stop this shit, and before you say "just eat normaly", no thanks. I have finally lost weight because of this type of "diet"(i've lost 6 kg). How did you guys manage to fast for many days and then not binge, cuz I can throw up, Yes i can, but i dont really want to if i can stop binging in the first place. Thanks🐻