Confession/projection I do nitpick everyone i c body

I realized I do project my body issues by looking at every single person (mostly girls) & think…do their arms look like mine? If they do, I look at the rest of their body to see if they look skinny or fat.

Or I’ll try to see other short girls my height and see if they look fat or not if they don’t necessarily look like they r slamming protein & lifting etc.

Other girls I c w fat asses I get jealous if they r slim everywhere else. I do want a big ass but I don’t want to gain weight for it.

I realize it’s not nice to over analyze other ppl but it’s rly just me trying to see other people w my similar body & thinking if they like their body or not.

I’m trying to accept my body & have body neutrality & be like well it is what it is, I’m doing the most to try to look how I want & that’s all I can do tbh.