Crazy ass brothers

idk what the fuck to with my brothers, Im 16, b is 20 and j is 24 they live w my mom and stepdad and me ofc. They are massive dicks, I always try to make our relationship work, they always get mad never me always then and when they get angry, they yell, they break stuff and get up to my face and throw stuff at me and say crazy shit like me like killing me and hurting me and other stuff. Its always over stupid shit. like my baby brother standing on his clothes and getting it dirty he got really mad at me because I didn’t stop the baby and other similar situation. and i love Then but u hate them, I want them to move out but they are dirt broke. So broke I gave my brother 184 dollars which was my bday money so he can borrow it because it was a deal I let him borrow money and I get to use his Amazon prime to order her Christmas gift. and he said he would pay me when he gets his paycheck and I like okay idc just pay me when u can and t’s been almsot a month since and I asked him “will I ever see that money again, no pressure btw, I’m just wondering“ and I asked him that because he kept going on abt bills and money and I want to know wtf my money at. and I asked him nicely, after I asked him” FUCKING CHAOS HE GETS PISSED sorry I’m still mad because it just happened and he’s screaming, banging on the table getting in my face, saying I’m pressuring him saying that IK the answer so why i ask him and tell him why and he doesnt understand he says idk wtf he says I blocked it out and he starts villainizing me like always even after much I let him get away with shit and then I get mad because he said I’m not giving ur fucking money back now because u asked, mind u this was the first time I ever asked him abt MY money and he gave me nothing for Christmas or my bday, I did get him smth, and he thinks I hate him? GTFO, then he starts to victimze himself and that’s when I get mad and I start yelling which I have never done always JSUT let him yell at me and throw his tantrum, but I was fed up today and i exploded for the first time, and I’m screaming I’m mad and then he calms down then my mom comes home and I start yelling again and that’s when he wants to be calm lmao but my mom knows how he is, there’s sm more shit to this story but it’s too much I tell him how he’s not the victim and that not the villain idk how it went exactly my mind just went blank lowkey but yeah i wanna them to both fucking leave and my fuck ass step dad and hust let it be me and my mom and baby brother, but im not the fucking crazy one right they make me feel like im the crazy one, always gaslighting me FUCKFUCK sorry okay this was a rant imma get a fuckinh job and show them it’s not hard to make some fucking money btw my brother works 20 Hts a week and the other is unemployed and plays on his flat ass playing Roblox I’m fucking sickkkkkk SCIK if u want more tucking money work 40 hrs like the avarage ficking man