I didn't start this too old did I?

I started at 31-32. Unfortunately, I grew up in a ridiculous family with a lot of traditional, old money nonsense. It was a very violent place though. My parents pretty much repressed me in every possible way, so my self-expression got muted. I spent most of my 20s in therapy fixing all the messes they created for me.

Part of why I've started to go to raves is because my artistic side, my openness and curiosity have resurfaced. I went to a rave with some friends, did some M, and well, idk, this track played, and then everything came back to life somehow

I kinda feel like I missed out, and now I'm wondering if all the fun shit I didn't get to do in my 20s is something that I can do in my 30s and beyond.