my first time being denied
tomorrow will be my 30th day of being denied. this is my first denial period ever, and with my dom controlling it, it's so fun!! i have noticed my upped water intake and how quickly my mind drifts off to dirty things... i become very desperate. he's told me to edge every day, and it always leaves my body so sensitive. when doing errands, i can't help but wish that someone would put their hands on me. when sitting, anything that rubs up against me is impossible to ignore. almost everything he says instantly turns me on.. i've even been taking pleasure from going to the restroom...
he likes that i can submit this to him, because he knows that i don't really need it.. and i think it's much better if he takes care of it. in a way, it makes me feel like he has an even stronger grip on me! i really like it.. my submissive nature feels honored in the best way.
Posted Dec 29, 2025, 3:15 AM UTC