Pretty positive I'm checking out soon.

I've been scared of 2025 all year, feeling progressively more and more certain that this is my last hurrah. A string of rejections, failures, and setbacks has drawn a hard line across my field of options. I'm done with this life. I'm done. I'm so sorry but I just can't keep going alone, worthless, unappreciated. Thought about some slow-burn exits, but something quick and easy is probably what's punctuating this year's end. All I wanted was love.