Im just a fucking loser

I hate myself , who i am , how I look . Ive always worked but I am broke never have money . Im 47 and dont even own a house have nothing to my name except a paid off car . Wife divorced me im so lonely and if not for my dog I would of ended it long ago .

As soon as my dog passes away is the day I go too. Life has zero meaning to me . Never did . I stress about everything.

Fuck this life .