2nd time fucked up with a sag! Am I done?

So long story short: was friends with a sag many moons ago. Had a fight. Didn’t speak for couple of years.

Ran into each other and realized I had feelings for him (both male). He approached me coyly and I reciprocated.

Sent him a text professing how I feel about him, not directly but basically apologized and sent him some songs (all of which are romantic in nature). Anyone can read in between the lines, and he’s very intuitive and notices everything.

Anyway, so, I’d assume he needed a break because he went on a holiday. Last time he did this after the fight as well.

What do you guys think? Am I cooked?