29 [F4A] #online - Submissive Beta for Daddy/Mommy

I am addicted to humiliating myself and slowly turning myself into a pathetic gooning beta. I'm looking to find a daddy/mommy or any other dominant partner that wants to fuel my addiction and help me realize my true potential as a pathetic little beta girl that will degrade herself for the amusement of others.

I have explored a lot of dd/lg in the past, but I find that space to be a little too caring and soft for me. I crave not only the loss of control, but that feeling of shame when I perform degrading or disgusting acts. Ever since college, my porn interests have grown weirder and more disgusting where my previous limits seemingly evaporate and I crave more and more degradation. My ideal match would be something of a mental sadist that gets off on manipulating subs into degrading themselves. I'm open to exploring most kinks, but here is an incomplete list of my kinks to give you all a better idea of what I'm into. Abdl, ddlg, pet play, toilet humiliation, worshipping other women, dirty panties/socks, piss play, cucking, food control, name calling, body shaming, and the list goes on. The key feature of all of these is that it involves me degrading myself and making my status as a beta clear. Compare me to the normal girls in your life and make clear how pathetic I am.

With all of the kinky stuff out of the way, I have a few more disclaimers. I want this to be a primarily kink based relationship. I'm not looking for anything in person right now. However, I still need someone who recognizes that I am a real human and have real needs. I will make clear if there is something I can't do and explain why. I also have a few limits that are very important. I will not do anything illegal. I also will not expose any kink to nonconsenting people. As much as I enjoy public humiliation, it needs to be done subtly.

If any of this speaks to you, please reach out. I'm looking forward to talking and connecting.