i feel empty

I don’t think I’m ever going to get better. I have periods of times where I feel a little happier than I usually do but then it usually fades away. I just wanna be ok I don’t wanna feel like this anymore. I wish I wasn’t born this way, MDD is something, I hate that I have I don’t wanna be depressed forever. I wanna be happy I want to be able to function like a normal human being.