Am I in the right head space?

I feel like I’m in a good place financially, emotionally, and academically, yet the idea of not having love makes me feel incomplete. It’s not that I struggle to attract men, but I struggle to attract men with the right intentions, especially in a halal way. Sometimes I wonder if I’m simply too young, or if being 20 year old girl means that marriage wouldn’t be a wise decision yet.

Then I look around and see people who don’t seem to have much figured out, and my cousin, who is also 20, is getting her nikah in two months and seems genuinely happy. That makes me question myself and feel a sense of FOMO. I’m unsure whether these feelings are valid or just a result of comparison.