Life is so boring without a crush

Like man what am I even doing? I'm not getting a crush on anyone or like finding anyone attractive. Even if I find some very nice looking person, there is always something or some fact about them that is a total bummer and I don't find them like any crush material anymore.

Like seriously why is it even hard to get a crush or talking stage? Like it's the person, the way they talk, their hobbies and interests etc that actually seems interesting these days. And I think something is also very wrong with me cause if I even start a conversation, I barely can keep it or run out of things to say.

It's like I wanna send good morning texts, ask about their day or tell about my nonsense, send cute reels, pamper and taunt etc to my crush or whatever but I am simply not even finding anyone crush material anymore to get invested or getting interest into anyone and this is so WEIRD.

And sometimes it is fine but it's getting really BORING atp.