I thought corn addiction was a joke, but now I’m addicted..

Its pretty much the title. I feel like that one guy on reddit who once tried heroin thinking he wouldn’t get hooked but became an addict later.

I treated porn lightly, always telling myself its actually healthy to ejaculate few times a week, but It became a bad habit of mine that I feel I cant live without.

What’s worse is I actually knew everything about this porn addiction nofap thingy before and even made fun of it because I thought it was simply ridiculous (I apologize for that). Well… karma is real and I learned my lesson now.

What’s even WORSE is that I caught myself fapping to very creepy shameful stuff (cnc and some disgusting japanese stuff - they are crazy) and maaan the post nut clarity hits me crazy. Vanilla stuff just didn’t satisfy me enough.

Well It’s been a month since I’m actively trying to give up this corn thingy and It’s SO HARD. I did my best research on this subreddit, trying numerous methods, but It’s so difficult to overcome it (not giving up tho)

I once turned on fortnite just to keep my mind of corn and got extremely hard from a fucking skin (No this is not a joke).

Well I just wanted to share my story with people who treat corn lightly, because there are MANY like that (I was one of them and look at me now).