Broken FMC

Okay ya'll... Help me out.

I want the most broken (physically, mentally, emotionally, etc.) but NOT stupid/whiny-ass MC where the harem has to use kid gloves to help put them back together. I want love and devotion, desperation, etc.

Only requirements: No outright SA (Flashbacks or "offscreen" is okay, just no in-detail) no bullying from the harem. And a mostly HEA. 😅