Day 5 of sobriety

I was able to get a script for 4 days of clorazepate and took the final dose last night. I live with my mom and I’ve been having her administer them so Im not tempted to abuse them (love her). It felt so good to not wake up and drink a beer first thing in the morning to get rid of the shakes.

Third times the charm I hope. Im at least self aware enough to know Im likely experiencing the pink cloud but I know it will be rough later and I hope I never have to do this again.