M4A 19 loser cuck and can’t stop being one

My indian gf forcefully cucked me one day with a latino guy from her school and since then i’ve been a cuck to them multiple times while she’s also cheated on me with him when i’m not around too. I just get so turned on when someone degrades her and makes me feel horrible and more. I love messy and nasty things so you can say anything you want no lims. We can be on call or anything. I also love cuck porn and would love any videos to visualize what will happen to her next. Any other ideas welcome too.