I still consider myself straight. First time with a man.

I was 18.

I was what people consider a twink 5’8, 140lb dark hair olive skin. I’m Hispanic.

He was older, his name is Andrew.

I was drunk. I would have never gone down this route if I was drunk.

This happened first year of college after a party I was a pretty heavy drinker. It was a college party like any other at the time lots of dudes playing beer pong and some cute girls hanging out. There was only 2 girls and like 7 of us guys. Suffice to say I did not get lucky.

It was the end of the night everyone started saying good bye. The owner of the home had hit it off with one of the girls and he basically kicked us out.

As we are walking out everyone got in their cars including me and I watch everyone start driving away.

I personally didn’t really want to drive drunk. It was a far drive home and I didn’t want to interrupt my friend. I also didn’t have any money for uber and I didn’t want to add money to my credit card.

In my drunken wisdom I decided to drive to a parking lots near by and just sit there until I sobered up a bit.

While sitting in my car I was horney as hell cuz I was drunk and I started looking at porn in my phone.

I never considered my self gay but occasionally I would surf Craigslist personals and read articles. I thought it was hot the idea of anonymous sex. Eventually I found one. It was very straight forward.

“Have you ever wanted to cum hand free? This is possible if you are fucked hard and deep….”

It was basically advertisement for anal sex and how amazing it can be and I found my self hard.

At the end of the article there was an address for a gas station which just happened to be like 3 minutes away.

I responded to the post and in 2 minutes I got an email back telling me he’s there and if I am curious I should meet him.

I go on autopilot my dick is hard my brain is mush I drive the 2 minutes and see his car an old beat up truck. I park next to him and he lowers his window I lower mine. He looks at my face and says I’m cute he asks me to step out of the car.

I step out of the car and he just says get in. I stammer “I… uh…” and slowly walk over to his car.

In his car he asks me if I’ve ever been with a dominant man. I say no, he tel tells me he’s not going to touch my dick and he’s only interested in my ass and says, “is that understood?” I say “uhh yes”.

Something in my brain went numb I felt like I had no choice like I made the mistake to get in this man’s car and if I said no or said to much he would yell at me I could feel he’s very aggressive energy.

He then says, good boy and starts his truck. We start driving to his home in complete silence no music no conversation. While he’s driving I realize his article didn’t have any details or pictures of him. He was not overweight but not skinny, he was tall like 6’4, and most importantly he was much older than me bald and grey hair.

When we get to his home, it was a mobile home about 10 minutes from where we were. He gets out of his truck and I follow as we are walking to his home tells me to take my shoes off I do right there outside.

He then looks at me like I’m an idiot and tells me… not here you idiot when we are inside. And I hear him mumble “fucking millennials” for some reason all this aggressive negative energy is working in me.

My dick is harder than it’s ever been my brain is lusting my ears are burning. We walk in and he tells me to sit then hands me a shot.

He asks: “do you have a safe word?” I say no. He smiles and says good boy.

“Take the shot”

I do…

The he stands up in front of me and whips his cock out and says start working in this..

This is it the moment I knew there was no going back.

I just said fuck it and did my best to suck this mans dick. Literally never thought I would be doing this idk what happened how I got here but I was licking his balls the shaft…

That’s a good boy…

This is getting long. Tell me if you want part 2