I wanna start an only fans page to pay for school

Hey I’m a gay 19 year old guy I live in a homophobic country , I post my mom when I was a kid and my dad got married and decided to not support me anymore , I live with my grandma and she is the sweetest person I have in my life , my uncles and aunts help from time to time , I have clothes food , a room and I’m so grateful for these things , but I love my eduction and I am studying now in a higher school I’m biology and wanna support myself and hopefully study abroad if I can land a scholarship , I tried to look for a part time job but everyone keeps rejecting me for the lack of experience of the work time like won’t fit with my classes , or it would be too far , or they would even reject me for a girl because a waitress is more appealing than a waiter

I ve been called attractive and hot by older men , and some ppl I know , I am not gonna lie I used to send my pics I’m hook up apps to feel good about myself and see ppl compliment me , ans lately I ve decided to open an only fans of my body or face pics to get some money and I know how wrong is this I’m aware of that I just need someone advice preferably someone who struggled growing up as well and thank you for reading :)