I will never be loved with how ugly I am

I know looks matter to men, and it feels like that alone has already decided everything for me. I keep wondering if I should just give up on dating entirely, because wanting connection doesn’t change the fact that my face seems to be the reason I’m overlooked. I want closeness, butterflies, someone I can love and be clingy with . It feels like I missed whatever makes people desirable, like relationships are something other people get to experience and I don’t. When I see people finding their person, it doesn’t give me hope. It just reminds me that this might never be mine, that maybe I’m meant to be alone because of how I look.