I was in a hotel full of polish guys

And I was so envy seeing those hot dudes, muscular, good shaped masculine with their wifes. In the place where I live, I dont see such guys or are all married /girlfriend.

I had a issue with bed bugs and didn't find an affordable hotel nearby the only guy who offered me to help me, was a german one and asked me for sex directly (why is so hard to flirt or have a normal conversation, always they want to asure the sex, it is so depressing).

So I got sad, sleeping in a second room where I saw bed bugs again inside the pillows so I slept on the floor again...I wish I would be born in Poland. Nowdays I would be married with such a muscular guy like a bouncer, two kids bigger than me, and happy in a resort besides the bed bugs or maybe I am the only one who can see them because I am often awake in the midnight.

I hope to get some money back. Wish to to have a husband like those guys I saw there.