23[F4M] Looking to get degraded

I used to dare a guy who just absolutely did not respect me as a person. We were dating but it sometimes felt like we were friends with benefits at best. Usually less than that. Everytime I think back on it and how he’d talk to me and criticize my weight and my looks, I can’t help but get wet.

The thing I’ve been fantasizing about the most has been the times he’d watch porn while I went down on him or even sometimes during doggy style. He’d always comment on the girls and how hot they were. There were even times he’d turn his phone around and show me, as if it was supposed to get me horny. It was all humiliating. It made me feel worthless and fuck does it get me wet. Like holy fuck.

I want someone else to treat me like that. Treat me like an afterthought. Show me the women that get you off and make me touch myself to it, to the things that turn you on regardless if it makes me feel used or gross or ignored. Degrade me and make me feel like I’m not as hot as they are.

It doesn’t have to be a one time thing. Ignore me whenever you want and then randomly sen me things that make me feel ugly or whorish for the rest of that day.