PPD

Please stop removing my post.. I’m a young mother seeking help and guidance from anyone who might have struggled with post partum depression or idk if I’m in psychosis’s has anyone who been in my shoes voluntarily went to the psych ward or crisis unit. I’m really debating on just up and leaving to get help. I’m scared to ask for help I’m scared I’m a bad mom and if they will take my baby away 😣😞 just stuff seems to be getting harder everyday and I been asking for help from my supports.. they tell me it’s normal to feel this way but it getting scary now. I been asking what to since this morning and nobody is listening or answering the day I ask for help lol. I called my doctor but he’s not in I’m waiting for therapy still but nothing yet. I might go admit my self. Anyone ever admit them self while post partum. Can someone tell me I’m gonna be okay and it’s okay to do this. I feel like I can’t

I also hear Winnipeg isn’t the best for finding help with this stuff.. I’m worried to just go there and be denied when I have bad thoughts really strong - MY COMMUNITY keeps removing my ask so now I’m doing it on mom page 💔💔